kjpepper: (phonepost)
Grand central.

kjpepper: (squee)
Leaving the house in half an hour. I am rather pleased that I seem to be having a cute day, and also that I can get most of my dreads tied back into a ponytail without a headband these days. Hoping all goes according to plan with the car and silently chanting "must not forget Humira" as I run around getting things together. This is challenging as I'm trying to leave it in the fridge until the last possible second. the only thing worrying me is that even though I made sure to get to bed at a more or less reasonable time, I'm still wicked sleepy. I'm going to have to pick up coffee and a nap on the way to picking up the car.

Right... Time to shut down Epeen and pack her network antenna. Off I go.

Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!
kjpepper: (abi station coffee)
Nap had. Trying to light the necessary firecrackers under ass to get ready for the trip. From the success rate, I think the fuses are wet.

ah well. I'm in no huge hurry tomorrow, lol.
kjpepper: (The House)
Mr. Alfred Browne is well pleased. Two of his daughters are home to entertain him, he very much enjoyed the brunch of cheese/pepper/tomato omelettes, country bacon, home fries and fresh strawberries (sort of continuing the theme of the weekend on my own, lol), and both his cell and the home phone has been ringing off the hook as his children, grandchildren, siblings, lady friends and extended family have called to pay their tributes, lol. I got many effusive compliments on the brunch, so I am well pleased, especially since for a bit it looked like the potatoes were going to be failcakes.

Goddamn it, somehow I still haven't gotten the memo that I am no longer cooking for four people who tend to have third helpings. I'm constantly overestimating how much ingredients I need, and this morning was annoyed because I bought and cut up five gigantic potatoes for the home fries when I really only needed two medium sized ones. Ah well, Dad will have plenty of leftovers for the week.

Am now trying to summon the will to go out and get a car charger for the Preciousssss for the trip tomorrow. I honestly would rather sleep, and Ruthy says I should do it tomorrow on my way to pick up the car, but I know what I'm like, if I leave it, it won't happen. Problem is it's Sunday, and if I'm going all the way to J&R, I gotta leave soon - they close at 6:30. 'Course, the drive from White Plains is only two and a half hours, chances are I might not even need the charger, and once the battery dies, I'll be well within the range of 99.3. Hmm. you know, maybe I'll just skip it - I did have the iPod + iTrip going during the hour and a half I was cooking and only used up a third of the battery... yeah you know what, never mind, lol. I shouldn't spend that kind of money anyway.

You know, with that decided and Dad thoroughly spoiled, I think I'm going to go have a nap. You can really tell you're tired when after three mugs of coffee you still feel like warmed over death through the caffeine buzz...
kjpepper: (iPepper)
Still awake. Yeah, this is probably bad, but as long as I get a really good night's sleep tonight and perhaps a nap in a little later, I should be fine for the drive up to MA tomorrow.

I can't say I did anything productive per se with my night, but I did get something done that I'd been meaning to for a while, which is swap out the bulk of my ringtones. In the process, I discovered to my vexation that my Bluetooth dongle is dying. Crap. yet another thing to the "replace me" pile. *sigh*

Anyway, not that anyone really cares, but here's what my phone sounds like now:

Main ring: Was: Grim Saviour's death metal cover of "Bananaphone." Is now: "Warning - incoming game" from Reboot.
Work: Was and is still "Code monkey think maybe manager wanna write goddamn login page himself..."
Family (immediate, extended, ex-inlaws): Was: (depending on who) either "The Brady Bunch" or "The Addams Family." Is Now: "We Are Family" by Sister Sledge.
Voice Mail/Text Messages: Was and is still "*FWNNNNNGGG!!* Message for you, Sir!" from Monty Python and the Holy Grail.

Since these three people call me the most, they get their own:

[livejournal.com profile] captainlove Is now: "NO ONE TOSSES A DWARF!" from Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring.
[livejournal.com profile] booboo_berr: Was: Cry Little Sister" by Gerard McMann. Is now "Maps" by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. May end up switching it to "Pain" by Three Days Grace or "Hysteria" by Muse... we'll see.
[livejournal.com profile] bluewindkitsune: Was: "Wild" by Poe. Is Now: "Hypnotist of Ladies" by They Might Be Giants.
[livejournal.com profile] cell23: Was: "What It's all About" by Girl Talk. Is Now: "Tom Sawyer" by Rush

I also have the beginnings of "Bodies" and "Down with the Sickness" as my new alarm clock alerts - you know things are bad when you can sleep through the "WAKE UP!! GRAB A BRUSH AND PUT A LITTLE MAKEUP!!" bit of "Chop Suey." We'll see if my phone suddenly emitting "OOOOOOH-AH-AH-AH-AH!!" is any better at scaring the snot out of me enough to wake me the hell up in the morning.

OH GOD COFFEE NAU KTHX. and shopping list for brunch - gonna head to the store in an hour or so.
kjpepper: (kickass (kung fu panda))
I don't use this icon enough, and since I watched the beginning of Kung Fu Panda with Charlie this evening, it seemed appropriate.

I am back in NYC after a lovely strawberry saturated day and a half at the Stronghold/House of Harmony. Forcing myself to get off my arse and out of the door was the best thing ever - Remind me to never again go more than 24 hours straight without leaving the house. It's bad for me. Even if I just go somewhere else with the laptop and sit and do what I do, at least it's enough of a change to shake me out of my own headnoise, you know? Plus how else would I discover that iCarly actually makes me giggle? (I know. I am ashamed.)

I must take a moment to quote the relevant part of [livejournal.com profile] nounsandverbs' recent description of the house and family, because it's a pretty good summary of where I spent my weekend and with whom. :)

...my FAVORITE thing to show out-of-town guests is my own house. We have it all: 5 acres, rolling hills, a pond, an archery range, and a mountain in the backyard. We also have kids, cats, a dog, and a house full of geeks who almost definitely share whatever fandom or weird interest you have. (Have a collection of stuffed Smurfs from 1983? We've got that. Like to throw them up in the air and bullseye them with an 8-inch hunting knife? We've got that too.)

We have the best food, best hospitality, and warmest companionship I know of. This family is what I most love to show off.

Yeah, that about covers it.

Anyway, my weekend, in bullet points:

  • strawberry saturated was not a figure of speech. This happened to be the birthday weekend of Gwendolyn, the second youngest Bestermortonmonster, and strawberry was the weekend's theme. That meant me bringing up a Junior's strawberry cheesecake (I seem to always bring sweets with me when I come up these days...) for dessert last night, there was berry picking early this morning, which, I, alas, missed due to not getting to bed until five something o'clock, strawberries and whipped creme for dessert, and tomorrow Gwennie will have a strawberry themed birthday party. They picked a cubic crapton of berries, btw... It's funny, strawberries and raspberries were never something I liked until fairly recently - I always say that I like berry flavored things but not the berries themselves. This I'm finding more and more to not be true - I will actually quite happily eat strawberries until I get sick now. And yay, they are in season!

  • <don_lafontaine>In a house.... comprised entirely of geeks and children...</don_lafontaine> serious nerdage of some sort is bound to happen. [livejournal.com profile] gryphon_m got the new iphone yesterday, and it was quite with the shiny and the ooh and the ahh, but more important, he introduced me to the Koi Pond and the Lightsaber apps, which makes my little sith heart go squee. Plus the lightsaber app turned out to be the gift that kept on giving, as all four of the kids took turns borrowing my iPod and assassinating each other via virtual lightsaber. Yes, I let a two and a half year old, a seven year old, a nine year old and an an eleven year old flail wildly with my Preciousssss. It was hilarious (except when they fought over it), deal.

  • The entire Stronghold is alive with fireflies at night. Multiple moments were had in the past 36 hours of me standing in the middle of the pitch black driveway, watching the entire place twinkle.

  • Mayhem will ensue if you consent to let two overexcited little girls play dress up with you. Just saying. Part of today ended with me with a scarf woven through my dreads, wearing one of Celia's skirts as a neck ruff and a couple of blankets as a dress. There is photographic evidence of this; I'm sure [livejournal.com profile] purpura will post it at some point.

  • Speaking of which, I just went through my camera. There were several nice pics of the girls horsing around on it.

    pink and purple )

    *sigh* I need to shop around for picture hosting. I don't like either Facebook, LJ or Twitpic, and I'm not exactly nuts about Flickr either. There's always, I suppose, the interface I built for the Order of Anami and refined for [livejournal.com profile] bluewindkitsune's web site, but I haven't built something into it that would allow me to toss up things in bulk. I suppose there's also Picasa. What do y'all use?

    ETA: That and DEAR GODS I want a new lens. I'm getting really annoyed with the one that came with the Hatemonger. Much of the times my close ups ain't close enough (especially when I'm outside) and my wides ain't wide enough either. Grrr, mad with the frustrated. Especially since I really don't have $600 to drop on a new one.

  • Celia actually helped me develop a story idea while I was camped out on the couch. I'm going to see if I can get that underway while I'm in MA. There was also a rather scintillating conversation about the woes of orthodontics.

  • Cap'n Jack = cutest kitten EVAR. Seriously, I'm now rather regretting not taking one of Serenity's little fluffballs.

In back home news:
  • I am thinking this trip to MA will be the swan song of the purple backpack. I'd been really attached to it, since LLBean doesn't make this backpack in purple anymore (and I'm sorry, what they call "lilac" does NOT cut it), but the zipper on the front pocket's been busted for the past four years (*shakes fist at person who broke it*) and frankly I'm never going to send it in for repair, who am I kidding. Plus this afternoon I'd discovered that a bottle of top coat leaked all over the extreme front pocket, so basically right now I'm like fuck it, time for a new one. Waffling between the super deluxe size and the Turbo transit size. *sigh* just one more thing... why does everything and its mama need replacing this year when I'm about the least able to deal with it? god. I suppose that's how it usually works out, FML.

  • speaking of FML, lightning bugs apparently weren't the only insects afoot outside. *itchscritchscratch*

  • There is definitely something in The House triggering my allergies. I was totally fine until I got back; twenty minutes later achoo achoo itchy itchy *rub rub rub* damn it *zyrtec*. More reason to get out of here, I suppose.

  • I came home to find the third Sano Ichiro novel on my bed waiting for me. I ordered it two months ago because the library didn't have it. I had since given up and moved on with the series; I'm now on book five. FAIL, lol, but that's book rate for you, slow as uphill flowing molasses. That said I'll read it anyway just for the sake of completeness.

Tomorrow (today?) shopping, brunch for Dad, workout, work, packing, packing, oh god packing, trying not to let my squee burst out of my chest a la Alien... Trying to decide, considering I am currently wired on Dunks, whether I should try to sleep now or if I should try to use my caffeine-fueled awake and do something productive. hmm, decisions...
kjpepper: (phonepost)
Tracks E F G & H, Seacaucus Junction

kjpepper: (phonepost)
Random statue @ Seacaucus Junction

kjpepper: (shame shit different day)
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New York: the subway, any part of it really but if we are anywhere near Herald Square you will be dragged onto the 34th street N R Q platform to play with Reach! NY. Also the museum of natural history, rockafeller center, and maybe the cloisters. These days I've been sticking closer to home so a tour round prospect park, Flatbush and park slope will likely happen too.

The Valley: a few more options are available since I can drive now... There's always downtown noho and Amherst (everyone gets dragged to a2z with me at least once), but now there's the book mill in montague, the peace pagoda in leverett, the potholes at shelburne falls, bash bish falls, Magic Wings and (not for the faint of nose) Yankee candle.

I'm currently having some lunch in the sunshine at BPL waiting for a requested book to be brought up. Gods... Parade of cute children out here...


Jun. 19th, 2009 10:00 am
kjpepper: (eat your brains)
List the top ten things you want, right now at this very moment. Silly, serious, insane, it doesn't matter.

1. Find my focus. More importantly, keep it for more than one day out of ten.
2. student loan, credit card and other debts paid the hell off.
3. That house I keep yammering about. Barring that (cause, really, not gonna happen), a house somewhere, big enough to host dinner parties and provide crash space to the guests.
4. To completely erase certain people from psyche and heart and all the effects therein. And it's not who you think.
5. to be creating something every day, be it crafts, stories, experiences, pie, web sites, what have you.
6. lessons... in belly dance, and music. I would love to pick up my violin again someday.
7. To be caught up on work/life so I can stop feeling shitty about myself.
8. To be back under 200lbs. I'd like to be less than that, truth be told, but lets start somewhere.
9. To get carred up and go home. Miss the place, miss the people... well, one in particular. ;) But really, I hate being cut off from the entire friend network I'd been building for over a decade.
10. That my mood'll break soon. Seriously, I haven't felt this shittastic since my senior year in college, and I don't really want to flunk out of life as a consequence.

You know... most of that's achievable...


Jun. 18th, 2009 10:44 pm
kjpepper: (we'd hit it)
Finished Rome. Am currently experiencing serious end-of-series let down. I get it with books usually, but this is the first time in a while I've gotten it for a TV series. No more epic Vorenus/Pullo bromance, it seriously makes me want to sniffle.

It dawns on me that I've got a crapton to do in the next three days. And I don't feel like doing any of it. You know my heads in a viciously bad place when the thought of cancelling my trip to MA has wandered through my head more than once, and merely for the reason of "I just don't feel like it." Which makes me even more determined to get the hell out of here, in a way. This place is like my goddamn personal swamp of sorrows - if I sit still and not care for too long, it's just going to pull me under.

Time to watch Stewart/Colbert before I give in entirely to bathetic melodrama.
kjpepper: (greek temple)
involving wandering around the inside of this place.

That's the Loews Kings Theatre, not too far away from the House. It's been closed and abandoned for longer than I've been alive, which is a crying shame. You can see that despite the extensive rot and water damage, it's still breathtakingly gorgeous. Here's what it looks like from the outside these days.

Ever have a disturbingly real feeling dream where you get the full 360 experience - touch, smell, sound, what have you? I have those on occasion and I always wake up both completely disoriented and sad (or annoyed - this is where the wake up and start the day already dreams fall usually). I had one of those last night. Thing was, even though it looked and felt real I knew it couldn't possibly have been, as I kept insisting to the other person in said dream that there was no way in hell they were actually there and that this was a dream. Despite that, it was still a massive let down to wake up and prove myself right.

I woke up sore from neck to ankles today. This getting old plus too heavy plus never-ending rain business is full of the fail.

Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!
kjpepper: (PVTA)
The dream: walking back and forth the length of Main Street in what my brain insisted was Northampton, singing Guster's "Two Points for Honesty" (now with super weird bridge section I'd never heard before), running into random people from the distant past that I no longer talk to on my way but not stopping to talk to them. All slow motion and hyper-saturated too, like a music video.

yeah... I've got nothing, other than my brain is weird.

I SHOULD try and sleep more. We'll see if that actually happens.


Jun. 17th, 2009 04:23 pm
kjpepper: (DDR)
So I've been kind of annoyed/depressed about the climbing number on the scale lately until I looked in the mirror while dressing today and realized a couple things.

1) I haven't changed clothing sizes.

2) I seem to have picked up some definition in the calves and arms, and even a little bit in the front if I suck my tummy in a bit.

Apparently working out is accomplishing something.

Muscle notwithstanding, I'm still 20ish pounds over my comfort zone. Fucking tennis rolls.
kjpepper: (seriously? (Barnabus))

yeah, I got nothing.


Jun. 17th, 2009 01:26 pm
kjpepper: (masstransiscope)
Dad is downstairs on the phone having a loud conversation with someone. Not a girlfriend, he talks to them every day, and this person he hasn't spoken to since the last couple rounds of hospital cha cha. I know because he took great glee in describing the gory details of mild heart attack #3. I shake my head. Well, it's good to hear him laugh.

A few days ago Dad and I got into a fierce row about, of all things, HDTV. Mr. Grand High Poohbah of 50 Inch Flatscreen insisted he had it, I told him he didn't. It took calling Direct TV yesterday and having them actually upgrade his cable package to include the HD channels to shut him up; his main topic of conversation right now is telling anyone who can listen about what a racket cable companies have going with HDTV packages. (It turned out that while dad had his dish and receiver upgraded, no one told him he had to buy the package as well.) I again shake my head. It's actually kinda nice having CNN in HD again though - it's somehow more fun with more screen.

I am fiercely disliking the trap of depression induced apathy I keep falling into. It's bad for everything. Productivity, work, waistline, you name it. My better days happen when I can summon up the nerve to plow relentlessly through a to-do list, my worst ones are when I look at said to-do list, say "fuck it" and spend the day eating my weight in tennis rolls. Part of what's feeding it is still being behind at work, I just need to buy a case of NOS and plow through it. But as always with me, starting is always the hard part. I'd blame my environment - there's definitely a sense of feeling trapped here going on - but I know that this is completely a all-in-Andee's-head thing... it's pretty likely the feeling will follow me wherever I happen to be. So I have to remember that overcoming that should be a now thing, not a "when I move" thing. Part of what tends to make me feel better is successful execution of projects, I just sort of need to organize everything I need to do as such, both practically and in my head. I'm always happy when I actually complete something... I just need to create a cycle of doing that, rather than the current failspiral I'm on.

Anyway, today I'm at least attempting to make into one of those plow through to-do list days... off to do that some more.

Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!
kjpepper: (youtube or it didn't happen)

Yeah, I realize I'm late to the party on this (vid dated 2007) but *giggle*
kjpepper: (watch me YUL!!!)

What is it about that song that necessitates singing along to it, no matter where and when it's playing? LOVE IT.

Also... why are there still Enzyte commercials playing during Stewart/Colbert? The Christmas one to boot. D: God, Smiling Bob was creepy. I wonder whatever happened to that guy?

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Jun. 16th, 2009 04:51 pm
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kjpepper: (sparta! beowolf! kennedy!)
the phrase "imitation bacon bits" is really really fun to say.

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