hmm

[kjpepper]

It appears that somewhere along the way I've dropped a little weight. We don't own a scale, but I did notice yesterday that my hands and forearms looked way thinner than I remember. As usual, I'm a little conflicted by this, but overall, especially considering my general state of being, I've decided I don't fucking care.

I suppose I'd better get used to it. Eating is not only pretty low on my priority list, I've got that special kind of edgy feeling where the knot in my tummy is so tight the very thought of food is nauseating. Also, much to my annoyance, any physical contact beyond a very gentle hug hurts.

I hate stress. I hate depression. Fuck my life right now.