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[kjpepper]

Somebody somewhere has an icon containing sad monkey Zoloft bubbles, or has seen one, or knows someone with one. I seem to need one.

I am now in possession of two small bottles containing generic Zoloft and Ativan that I have to take before bed tonight. I'm incredibly conflicted about this, as I've never been on head meds before, and while I realize that right now I seem to need them, it's still not an easy thing to wrap my head around. But hey, if it shuts up the panic attacks for a little while... yeah, that would be a good thing.

I did okay today. Had a couple of minutes of dizzy heart raciness, but immediately distracted myself with holy shit work. No coffee. I'm amazed I'm conscious. I think crashing at 11 might have helped, so I'm gonna try to be conked out by midnight tonight and see what that does for me.

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[reme.livejournal.com]

ativan is THE magic wonder drug for panic. i have it for when i go on airplanes. the nice thing about it, unlike most headmeds, is that you can just take it on an as-needed basis. and you don't get a weird drug hangover from it.

my mom the nurse recommends taking it sublingually (under the tongue) although i forget why. i think it's absorbed faster that way.