I'm not dead
Jul. 12th, 2003 09:47 amSorry about the media blackout this week. I've had my hands and at least one of my feet full of fabulous emotional rollercoaster type deals. I would like to stress that this is not necessarily a bad thing, just confusing as shit. It's good in a masochistic sort of way, and I'm actually sort of glad it's happening. I haven't really felt anything this intensely since the debacle over my lack of punctual graduation, and it's nice to realize that I still can. Though maybe not in this quantity of spades. :P
Good things are afoot, I think. I was telling Shanti (whom I'm trying to convince to at least get a LJ account so he can at least keep up with the goings on) last night that usually when I try to envision my future I can't because there is a large impenetrable fuzzy gray blob blocking the way, kind of like the Nothing in The Neverending Story. I felt like last night I managed to glimpse through the fog for a hot second for the first time in years. Wow. Here's hoping for continued clarity. And also that though I love the song very dearly, here's also hoping that Coldplay's Clocks will release the deathgrip it has on my cranial MP3 player sometime soon.
In other news - anyone who hasn't seen Pirates of the Caribbean yet, SEE IT, SEE IT, SEE IT! NOW! To quote
harinezumi, "[it] was a lot more fun than any movie based on a Disney ride had any business being."
Going to go bounce off some walls now. Might be a little while until I surface again.
Good things are afoot, I think. I was telling Shanti (whom I'm trying to convince to at least get a LJ account so he can at least keep up with the goings on) last night that usually when I try to envision my future I can't because there is a large impenetrable fuzzy gray blob blocking the way, kind of like the Nothing in The Neverending Story. I felt like last night I managed to glimpse through the fog for a hot second for the first time in years. Wow. Here's hoping for continued clarity. And also that though I love the song very dearly, here's also hoping that Coldplay's Clocks will release the deathgrip it has on my cranial MP3 player sometime soon.
In other news - anyone who hasn't seen Pirates of the Caribbean yet, SEE IT, SEE IT, SEE IT! NOW! To quote
Going to go bounce off some walls now. Might be a little while until I surface again.