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I need to make a massive to-do list that pretty much includes every blessed thing I need to do right now with my waking time. Except it would be a sixteen page long bulleted list in 8pt type with like sublists indented seven tab wells over and be huge and scary and intimidating and make me feel less like I'm organized and on top of things and more completely overwhelmed, intimidated and scared by its sheer massiveness.

*whine*

Some good stuff I forgot to mention

I've been writing in the stolen moments here and there when I'm not freaking out about my life.

I've discovered that I like worldbuilding. I like taking the reality we exist in and messing it up a little. And even though my characters are some of the stuff that's stressing me out right now, I'm enjoying letting them talk... when I've got time to write down their conversations.

I've got the very beginning of a short story set in my world. The main character is your typical elderly churchgoing black lady. :) I like fantasy stories that aren't yet another coming of age tale and have protagonists older than 25. (examples: the story "Chivalry" by Neil Gaiman and Minerva Wakes by Holly Lisle.) I like the idea that random magic is not solely the domain of young (pale) children, cause really, how many of us late twenties early thirties and beyond folk still poke the back of closets and wardrobes looking for Narnia?

I know I do.

Today's randomness courtesy of iTunes

Now what starts with the letter "C"? "Cookie" starts with "C"! Let's think of other things that starts with "C"! Uh. . . Aw, who cares about da other things?!

"C" is for Cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
Oh! cookie, cookie, cookie starts with "C"!
"C" is for Cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
Oh! cookie, cookie, cookie starts with "C"!

Hey, You know what? A round cookie with one bite out of it looks like a "C" A round donut with one bite out of it also looks like a "C" but it is not as good as a cookie. Oh, and the moon sometimes looks like a "C", but you can't eat that. So...

"C" is for Cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
"C" is for cookie that's good enough for me,
Oh! cookie, cookie, cookie starts with "C"!
Yeah! Cookie Cookie Cookie Starts with "C"!
Oh boy! Cookie Cookie Cookie Starts with "C"!

AAAAAAARGYUMYUMYUMYUM...

You can totally tell I'm losing my mind - suddenly I start posting more. And about completely random scheiße.