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kjpepperI hate the fact that my anger isn't instantaneous, that instead of exploding quickly and efficiently so I can deal with it at the time it has to come to a very slow rolling boil and often not until it's far too late to do anything about it.
Ah well.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
timarok called an hour and change ago and I've only now hit boiling. (That's an improvement, it usually takes half a day.) The trouble is I can't quite put my finger on exactly why, I'm not sure whether I'm mad at him directly, the situation, the gods, Di, all of the above, none of the above or what. But I don't really care at this point. Why is it that we can feel other random schiesse and not have to explain it, and yet we constantly have to justify anger?
I think I'm going to revel in just being refreshingly pissed off for once. While I'm at it, I'm going to finish burning both sides of the tape I'm working on forgossamer_gull, set it up to record on my stereo, and ride off a little of this mood before the sun goes down.
Ah well.
timarok called an hour and change ago and I've only now hit boiling. (That's an improvement, it usually takes half a day.) The trouble is I can't quite put my finger on exactly why, I'm not sure whether I'm mad at him directly, the situation, the gods, Di, all of the above, none of the above or what. But I don't really care at this point. Why is it that we can feel other random schiesse and not have to explain it, and yet we constantly have to justify anger? I think I'm going to revel in just being refreshingly pissed off for once. While I'm at it, I'm going to finish burning both sides of the tape I'm working on for
gossamer_gull, set it up to record on my stereo, and ride off a little of this mood before the sun goes down.
