thought before yet another day slips into nonexistence...

[kjpepper]

What the hell...

1. do I want from
   1. this world?
   2. this life?
   3. myself?
2. am I
   1. doing here?
   2. fighting all the time for?
   3. so afraid of anyway?
3. would I
   1. be willing to give up for something I believed in?
   2. do for another human being?
4. is wrong with me... and how do I fix it?

There's a long hard road ahead of me, and I'm scared to walk it. But I guess I've gotta start somewhere. I'm tired of fighting shit, tired of learning the hard way from everything. I have been for a while. And I'm at the point where I either do something about it or let the inertia implode me like a cheap soda can.