Rhetorical questions
Apr. 12th, 2004 10:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kjpepperWhat the hell am I doing?
What the hell do I want to be doing?
What is it about myself that's intent on sabotaging me?
How do I stop it?
How soon is now?
I'm on the verge of something here, feel like I've been standing on the edge of this cliff and spending the last three months trying to make up my mind about whether to jump or turn back. Turning back, the road may be difficult, but at least I know it. Jumping off...
If only I knew for sure that I had functional wings... and how to use them.
What the hell do I want to be doing?
What is it about myself that's intent on sabotaging me?
How do I stop it?
How soon is now?
I'm on the verge of something here, feel like I've been standing on the edge of this cliff and spending the last three months trying to make up my mind about whether to jump or turn back. Turning back, the road may be difficult, but at least I know it. Jumping off...
If only I knew for sure that I had functional wings... and how to use them.
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Date: 2004-04-13 12:19 am (UTC)"Don't even think about not doing it!"
"Strive always to make something only you can make."
Jump. Jumping is the hardest part, and the rewards are so worth it.