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May. 18th, 2004 02:15 amToday was low key and low stress and thats how I like/wanted it.
After falling asleep on the loveseat with laptop (again, though apparently this time I had the foresight to at least close it) I was awakened by
sundart who prodded me until I was at least stretched out on the couch, and then by a wandering
birkwelch, who probably should know better than to wear shoes on a wood floor when people are sleeping... >:) By that time it was around 11:30 and around time for me to roll on out of bed anyway. So I did. :)
we meandered over to the mall... he had actual things to purchase, I was going for poops and hahas mostly. Noticed on the way that they seem to be opening ANOTHER Japanese restaurant in downtown Northampton. (...) Once there I saw
filthyassistant at the comic store, waved, but was sorry to find she had left when I meandered back over about forty minutes later. ah well. Hello dear! I lost you after the silliness yesterday, how long were you in the silly circle? I didn't get mine until nearly the end, waaaah.
Other than the laser pointers and the new swanky silver everything notebook I got at Target, it was a pretty cheap afternoon. I mostly hung around and scribbled notes on my current emotional state (ragged in a few places, surprisingly hale and whole in others) a few meandering thoughts on love, my general impatience with a certain couple that seem to have a little trouble letting go of a few minor practicalities that are rather harming their chances at continuing their relationship, and my own general weirdness about the current state of affairs. I've been so weird emotionally lately - distant and cold in places which is NOT like me, overspent in others, frustrated in general as so much of me shut down in the last few months and I'm discovering that I still haven't rebooted in several crucial places. I think I just blew a few fuses really and just need time to heal and rest. Which I took today, and will be taking tomorrow.
Yes, graduation pics will be posted soon, though not very many - most of the ones from yesterday were taken for the benefit of sisters and biofam and I personally think a lot of them are stupid, so I'll pick out a couple that I actually like. Wish I'd actually taken the camera and gotten some shots of the bagpipers. Ah well.
After falling asleep on the loveseat with laptop (again, though apparently this time I had the foresight to at least close it) I was awakened by
we meandered over to the mall... he had actual things to purchase, I was going for poops and hahas mostly. Noticed on the way that they seem to be opening ANOTHER Japanese restaurant in downtown Northampton. (...) Once there I saw
Other than the laser pointers and the new swanky silver everything notebook I got at Target, it was a pretty cheap afternoon. I mostly hung around and scribbled notes on my current emotional state (ragged in a few places, surprisingly hale and whole in others) a few meandering thoughts on love, my general impatience with a certain couple that seem to have a little trouble letting go of a few minor practicalities that are rather harming their chances at continuing their relationship, and my own general weirdness about the current state of affairs. I've been so weird emotionally lately - distant and cold in places which is NOT like me, overspent in others, frustrated in general as so much of me shut down in the last few months and I'm discovering that I still haven't rebooted in several crucial places. I think I just blew a few fuses really and just need time to heal and rest. Which I took today, and will be taking tomorrow.
Yes, graduation pics will be posted soon, though not very many - most of the ones from yesterday were taken for the benefit of sisters and biofam and I personally think a lot of them are stupid, so I'll pick out a couple that I actually like. Wish I'd actually taken the camera and gotten some shots of the bagpipers. Ah well.