I know, I'm supposed to be asleep now
Aug. 24th, 2004 02:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kjpepperI was starting to write this big long post about the general improving state of my emotional health these days, but it came out sounding stupid and wordy and somehow ended up sounding all cryptic and shit so I went "Fuck this!" and deleted it. Basically yeah. In case anyone didn't notice (heh) I'd been going though an emotionally delicate rough patch since... well really, since about February. I seem to be a lot better now - if not 100%, definitely in the high 80s and mending.
Damn. It's nice to be level again.
I'll probably actually make some longass post detailing the hows and whys and the 15% or so of my psyche that's still being worked on/healing/bruised, but for now, this is just a nice feeling, kind of a whee, shit's getting back to normal for the first time in shit, six or seven months.
Kinda funny considering my previous post, where I'm bitching about being only 85% physically. Meanwhile the same percentage in the mental/spiritual capacity is cause for grabbing your cousin and doing the Myposian Dance of Joy (points and love to those of you that get that reference.) Isn't that always the way, though?
And now to repair a few dropped connections that are/were important to me, but I haven't really been able to deal with before now... ;)
Damn. It's nice to be level again.
I'll probably actually make some longass post detailing the hows and whys and the 15% or so of my psyche that's still being worked on/healing/bruised, but for now, this is just a nice feeling, kind of a whee, shit's getting back to normal for the first time in shit, six or seven months.
Kinda funny considering my previous post, where I'm bitching about being only 85% physically. Meanwhile the same percentage in the mental/spiritual capacity is cause for grabbing your cousin and doing the Myposian Dance of Joy (points and love to those of you that get that reference.) Isn't that always the way, though?
And now to repair a few dropped connections that are/were important to me, but I haven't really been able to deal with before now... ;)
