end of a mostly grumpy day

[kjpepper]

Sometimes I have trouble remembering that my journal is for my personal venting porpoises, and not a stage with which to entertain the masses, and that I'm not required to be entertaining, fun, on crack or deeply insightful at all, much less sometimes or all the time. Still sometimes I wonder whether I need to take some time off, work on not being so conscious of my audience, and come back when I don't feel like I'm hiding under just so much bullshit anymore. A vacation of some sort might be a good thing anyway. I think household broadband is eating my soul and after nearly two years of being throughly spoiled by having it, I need to refigure out how to entertain myself without it. Or something.

Sigh.

My brain needs to be less jumbled. NOW.