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[kjpepper]

Christ, what a bad week... thank the gods that it's almost over.

Feeling a definite hatred for interpersonal dramas... it's all so needless and stupid, the more society gets complicated and rule bound, the more hindrances to communication, the more potential for stress and anger, the more likely that one day someone's going to go postal and hurt a lot of people. The more I observe this stuff, the more I feel like I'm watching the impending train wreck of human existance.

I'm tired. Bone tired, soul tired. Eating has started to hurt. I get home in the evening and sleep, and stay up half the night worrying about everything.

I'm not in a healty place in my life... and I fucking hate it. I'd settle down and clear my head but I've been desperately trying all week with no results due to the noise..

Planning on spending the next three days asleep as much as possible.

ave I mentioned that I HATE summer with the passion of a thousand fiery suns?

At least game with quadtower and ice cream from athene helped a little in the cause of Andee's not having a full blown nervous breakdown.

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((hugs))

[htl-1126.livejournal.com]

Anything I can do to help? Let me know. I know how it feels. ((hugs))

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[kjpepper.livejournal.com]

Thanks hon. I'm just overwhelmed and potentially in a lot of trouble. Not much I can do at this point but weather the oncoming storm as best as can. But in the meantime, I do get a three day break. So it's not completely all bad.