*clacketta clacketta*

[kjpepper]

working from home today due to the fact that we will be lookenpeepin at Häuser später. It is probably a good day to do this as I will be mostly holed up at at Bolthole appropriately enough, just me and my computer, most importantly away from other people. A very good thing, considering I'm feeling a bit like the truck hauling dynamite accompanied by the chartreuse microbus full of Friends of Jesus because "he needs all the help he can get." (curious to see who besides timarok's going to get that one and laugh at them) Yeah. Not feeling the stablest emotionally.

I really hate it when completely unrelated things blindside me by dredging up things in my general psyche that I take a great amount of trouble to kill, seal in cement and either bury or send to sleep with the fishes in the Gowanus canal. (Those that don't know anything really about Brooklyn - that's a heroic effort, considering the smell of the place.) I don't like them rising zombielike and digging/swimming up from their graves over some stupidity. Mostly because it generally means I didn't bury it hard enough and I need to go hunt it down, kill it and its zombie goons and bury it again. So much work. Gah.

So yeah, I have been yoinked rather unwelcomely back into the land of emotional volatility after a too short period of time. Hopefully this particular cycle of rage and depression can be exorcised quickly and hopefully we might have a place to live tonight.

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[kshandra]

o/` We've got a great big convoy, rockin' through the night.... o/`

(that was gridlore's favorite song as a kid)

I'll leave a hug over here on the table, where you can put it on when you're sure the weight of it won't shatter you. *wry smile*