LOST... in holyoke.

So yesterday after the craziness, was more stress and craziness. Mostly involving getting completely lost in Holyoke (land of ignominious one way streets completely engineered by capuchins) on our way to Castle of Knights due to some crap ass internet directions, and everyone being in the car being twitchy because anzovin had to be back for game at 7, sundart despising being lost and me just being a twitchmonkey in general. But the meeting went really well - we picked our menu, napkins, requested that the staff dress up in keeping with the theme (more fuming about *look, the venue is getting into my theme but SOME people think it will look foolish*) and scott will call us about the grand total and the price of the kosher food.

The meeting itself was grand, but that didn't stop me from having a full scale freakout afterwards anyway. Luckily there was food to be had thanks to Boston Market and anzovin and getting home was certainly less eventful than getting there. anzovin even made it to game on time. *sigh*

LOST... well I posted my initial reaction. ( but here's the extended version )

Big load off... I will indeed have enough to cover the event at the weddingthing I've been stressing over, and it won't cost me my immortal soul. (Just a piece of it.) I swear, I often forget that when shit get really crappy money can usually be found some way or another if you get creative. Hopefully this idea will persist in its rightness when the weddingfu is over and my focus shifts to the Next Big Things... there are several in the works, yannow. But now... need to get through the next week and a half. One paw in front of the other, as a dog of my acquaintance always used to say. And then maybe a year and a half of sleep.

I love this song...

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Trying to make ends meet
You're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the veins meet yeah

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray but tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mind
I am here in my mind
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mind
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change it

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life