kjpepper | Jul. 28th, 2008

It probably shouldn't please me as much as it does that I've finally hit the bottom on Lil Green Patch. As in I can now send every plant they have available to people. Ye gods. My lack of life. let me show you it. Well okay, it takes like five minutes after I check my email in the morning, but I still feel a little bit abashed by the fact that I'm able to dedicate myself to a goal as silly as this one and meanwhile actual stuff gets... neglected? I guess? I don't know.
"you know that I am called the Count... And that I really love to @#$&..." heh. That's been stuck in my head all day. bluewindkitsune had never seen/heard it before so of course we had to hunt it up and play it for him. And if you haven't seen it either, you should.
I HAVE to get back to the gym this week. I didn't go all last week due to busy/stressed/depressed. And I'm feeling the lack. Yikes. Back into training I go.
While my weekend was good for the obvious reasons (Blue's visit, and in related news, getting to watch him tie and photograph lostcircuit and sundart) there were other good parts as well... getting to cook dinner for people on Saturday night (mmm, farm chicken is fantastic stuff), and while doing so, having a long overdue conversation with anzovin, and getting to feel better now that the air between us is somewhat clearer. It's got me thinking about some hard, but necessary things... we'll see what sort of fruit that bears.
Trying to decide if I want to go see The Last Mistress at Pleasant Street tonight... It's supposedly a rather lushly explicit costume drama, and hey, I like French movies. We'll see what needs getting done tonight and if I can wiggle up some money for it. I kinda also want to see The Fall again....
This week, I think the goal is to mentally unpack all of the projects on my list and decide which ones to work on, which ones to put aside, which ones to abandon entirely. Likewise, I need to actually go through my physical stuff and do the same. It's not something I'm looking forward to because all things considered, I hate letting go of anything if at any point in time it carried a shred of importance to me. But I feel like lately I've been at critical capacity. There is so much I don't need anymore that I still carry with me for whatever reason, and I can feel it all weighing on me like execution by pressing... and as someone who prefers to travel lightly, in thought and in practice, this... doesn't agree with me. In reality I need to start cleaning shit out anyway just because we have a tag sale planned... so there is that. I don't know... There's a lot piled up in my head, and sorting through it's just gonna take time and dedication. The good news is that today it doesn't seem like such an insurmountable task. We'll see how I feel about it tomorrow.