A comment on my life right now.

[kjpepper]

As the walls are closing in
And the colors fade to black
And my eyes are falling fast and deep into me
And I follow the tracks that lead me down
And I never follow what's right
And they wonder sometimes when they see all the
Sadness and pain that truth brings to light

'Cause I can't see no reason
What is blind cannot see
'Cause I want what is pleasing
All I take should be free
What I rob from the innocent ones
What I'd steal from the womb

If I cried me a river of all my confessions
Would I drown in my shallow regret?

As the walls are closing in
And the colors fade to black
And my eyes are falling fast and deep into the sea
And in darkness all that I can see
The frightened and the weak
Are forced to cling to mistakes they know nothing of
At mercy are the meek

'Cause I can't see no reason
What is blind cannot see
'Cause I want what is pleasing
All I take should be free
What I rob from the innocent ones
What I'd steal from the womb

If I cried me a river of all my confessions
Would I drown in my shallow regret?

Probably not the best song to be anticipating a dean meeting to... but oh, so apt right now...

Why everything RIGHT THE FUCK NOW?

*ignoring the little voice that tells me this is my own making*

Comments

[harinezumi.livejournal.com]

Well, in regards to the meeting, and for that matter just about everything else you have listed in a previous post, I think a much more appropriate quote is the following:

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
- The Bene Gesserit Littany against Fear, Frank Herbert, Dune

[kjpepper.livejournal.com]

trust me, I've been reciting that all day.