I know, I'm supposed to be asleep now

[kjpepper]

I was starting to write this big long post about the general improving state of my emotional health these days, but it came out sounding stupid and wordy and somehow ended up sounding all cryptic and shit so I went "Fuck this!" and deleted it. Basically yeah. In case anyone didn't notice (heh) I'd been going though an emotionally delicate rough patch since... well really, since about February. I seem to be a lot better now - if not 100%, definitely in the high 80s and mending.

Damn. It's nice to be level again.

I'll probably actually make some longass post detailing the hows and whys and the 15% or so of my psyche that's still being worked on/healing/bruised, but for now, this is just a nice feeling, kind of a whee, shit's getting back to normal for the first time in shit, six or seven months.

Kinda funny considering my previous post, where I'm bitching about being only 85% physically. Meanwhile the same percentage in the mental/spiritual capacity is cause for grabbing your cousin and doing the Myposian Dance of Joy (points and love to those of you that get that reference.) Isn't that always the way, though?

And now to repair a few dropped connections that are/were important to me, but I haven't really been able to deal with before now... ;)

Comments

[kshandra]

Damn. It's nice to be level again.

Shit, girl, are you sure you're not me?

*hugs*

I probably won't be sailing the rest of the week; my computer's in the shop, and I'm up to my eyebrows in Burning Man prep. But one of these years you and I need to sit down over a pint and just jaw, ya know?

[kjpepper.livejournal.com]

wow, funny, before I read that last sentence I was thinking you and I need to go out sometime and shoot the shit. :) Of course, considering the similarities, I think the country would unbalance if both of us were on the same coast. ;)

I haven't been sailing lately, so no worries. I need to start back up soon, but last week was pretty blah and I didn't feel like it. But I do hope to see you around again after burning man.

[carolatina.livejournal.com]

Balki!!!