pinwheel pinwheel spinning around

[kjpepper]

if I don't get things done, I get depressed.
if I get depressed, I don't get things done.
if I don't get things done, I get more depressed.
if I get depressed, I still don't get things done.
*continue cycle until head explodes*

that's it, I'm going to at least try to get myself some sort of actual alcohol for tonight. Believe it or not if I'm drunk enough to cheerfully not care about shit, I sometimes manage to get shit I need to do done.

Comments

"Look at my pinwheel and see what i found"

[bluewindkitsune.livejournal.com]

going through a similar pain. hoping pokemon and meditation will succeed where there is an absence of alchohol.

::hugs::

[sydneycat.livejournal.com]

**Giant Hugs of Doom** Would like to get to see you sometime soon sweetie. *sending good, happy thoughts*

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

I agree with homeopathy and shit, but using a depressant to combat depression is a dicey prospect. I hope you ultimately find something less destructive to medicate with. xo

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

Or motivate with. xo

[masteradept.livejournal.com]

I know this cycle well..I usually just go into crazy evil over drive bitch mode and TCB..then get drunk.

[kjpepper.livejournal.com]

It's not so much the medication or the motivation - it's more that I need something to short circuit me out of my cycle... Basically to shut up the part of me that worries about the fact that I'm not getting shit done long enough to do something about it.

S'ok, I feel a little better now, and I was so bent on running home today that I forgot my backpack and any intention of procuring said beverages at work. :P Thanks for the concern though.

[morlock.livejournal.com]

lookit my pinwheel and see what i found
pinwheel pinwheel glowing and bright
spin me good morning and spin me good night.

[kshandra]

Yes. That. Exactly. Writing about it in my journal takes too much energy. I fucking hate this. *wishes she could get drunk with you*

You are getting sleepy...

[birkwelch.livejournal.com]

*Eyes whirl around in cartoon hypnotism mode*

Don't ever ever ever get depressed. It's the only solution.

While you're at it, find ways to go through life without breathing, sleeping, or eating. And tell me about it when you get it figured out, before I do something drastic -- like taking up minesweeper again.

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

Hey, far be it for me to say any manner of shit. I just read like three posts of yours saying, "groink! depression! let's get drunk!" and felt a bit troubled. I'm very glad you're feeling better.