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[kjpepper]

if I don't get things done, I get depressed.
if I get depressed, I don't get things done.
if I don't get things done, I get more depressed.
if I get depressed, I still don't get things done.
*continue cycle until head explodes*

that's it, I'm going to at least try to get myself some sort of actual alcohol for tonight. Believe it or not if I'm drunk enough to cheerfully not care about shit, I sometimes manage to get shit I need to do done.

Comments

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

I agree with homeopathy and shit, but using a depressant to combat depression is a dicey prospect. I hope you ultimately find something less destructive to medicate with. xo

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

Or motivate with. xo

[kjpepper.livejournal.com]

It's not so much the medication or the motivation - it's more that I need something to short circuit me out of my cycle... Basically to shut up the part of me that worries about the fact that I'm not getting shit done long enough to do something about it.

S'ok, I feel a little better now, and I was so bent on running home today that I forgot my backpack and any intention of procuring said beverages at work. :P Thanks for the concern though.

[beatgoddess.livejournal.com]

Hey, far be it for me to say any manner of shit. I just read like three posts of yours saying, "groink! depression! let's get drunk!" and felt a bit troubled. I'm very glad you're feeling better.