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kjpepperJangled nerves, a way-too-noisy head, and a moment straight out of the Secret Garden (Misselthwaite Manor this is not, but these walls, how they echo!) drove me to walk abroad tonight, ostensibly to hunt trains, but really to find peace of mind.
Alas, I didn't find either. Tonight must be a night where the train goes by at 1:30 as opposed to 11:30. S'all right, it won't be my last train hunt. But the walk, despite the achey knee and sore ankle, I think did me good. The noise in my head is... well, kinda clearer. Like if it were running through an old fashioned stereo, what would happen if you adjusted the Tone dial. You go from fuzzy noise to painfully clear noise. Of course, it's still noise.
I need to make a habit of taking walks I think. It's not healthy for a girl to stay cooped up in the house all the time, though she may want to. Besides, several of the little guys upstairs want me to think I have agoraphobia when I really don't.
It occurred to me that the last time I actually saw timarok was a year ago tomorrow. So much has changed since then... Hell, the last year was just chock full of upheaval, good and bad. Well, that which doesn't kill you right?
Off to find some nice comfy way of settling the nerves and shutting up the brain. Wish me luck.
Alas, I didn't find either. Tonight must be a night where the train goes by at 1:30 as opposed to 11:30. S'all right, it won't be my last train hunt. But the walk, despite the achey knee and sore ankle, I think did me good. The noise in my head is... well, kinda clearer. Like if it were running through an old fashioned stereo, what would happen if you adjusted the Tone dial. You go from fuzzy noise to painfully clear noise. Of course, it's still noise.
I need to make a habit of taking walks I think. It's not healthy for a girl to stay cooped up in the house all the time, though she may want to. Besides, several of the little guys upstairs want me to think I have agoraphobia when I really don't.
It occurred to me that the last time I actually saw timarok was a year ago tomorrow. So much has changed since then... Hell, the last year was just chock full of upheaval, good and bad. Well, that which doesn't kill you right?
Off to find some nice comfy way of settling the nerves and shutting up the brain. Wish me luck.
