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Jun. 24th, 2005 01:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kjpepperMy temper is getting the better of me lately... little things pissing me off, little whipcrack quick lashes out at situation or people, and more often strangling back the urge to crush heads and tear out windpipes.
Anger is comfortable, though. Anger at least is an active emotion, as opposed to a passive one, like depression. Which is what I think is really fueling all of this, but I don't want to deal with that cause if I give in to the depression, I won't leave my house, or even my bed.
Sunny took me out to lunch and to open out joint bank account which made me feel a bit better. But...
*sigh* Shit.
Anger is comfortable, though. Anger at least is an active emotion, as opposed to a passive one, like depression. Which is what I think is really fueling all of this, but I don't want to deal with that cause if I give in to the depression, I won't leave my house, or even my bed.
Sunny took me out to lunch and to open out joint bank account which made me feel a bit better. But...
*sigh* Shit.
