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Oct. 27th, 2005 08:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kjpepperWhat a bad week so far! it would be bad enough if it were just me, but it seems like almost everyone's kinds sturggling through this one.
*sigh* I know this too shall pass, but it's certainly taking its time, innit. Meantime... I can't really say how I'm doing right now. If I pause and do a mental status check I get back "fine." But I'm really not - I've just slammed up the armor. Side effect being I really don't know how the hell I'm doing, other than wanting to sleep for a week and hiding from everyone. *sigh* other people's problems are a double edged sword sometimes - on one hand, they're distracting from your own headnoise, on the other, they add to the weight you're already carrying. It's usually okay, usually makes the overall weight lighter knowing you in some small way assisted someone you care for. This week it hasn't really been. Guess it's time for Lucy to put Snoopy in the 5cent Psychiatric help stand for a little while.
No, I really am not talking about anyone specifically, and I didn't mind any of you poinging me last night needing to talk. So none of you out there get to feel bad. Nyeh.
I think a good part of what's wrong with me lately, why shit's getting to me, why it's hard to get motivated with stuff, why a lot of things, is that I'm tired in the spiritual department, and in all likelihood need a vacation of some sort. Or the soul equivelent of Popeye's spinach. *smile* Gotta figure out where he grows that shit, cause all the stuff in my fridge is good for is giving me ass-rockets of doooom.
anyway. Getting dressed now.
*sigh* I know this too shall pass, but it's certainly taking its time, innit. Meantime... I can't really say how I'm doing right now. If I pause and do a mental status check I get back "fine." But I'm really not - I've just slammed up the armor. Side effect being I really don't know how the hell I'm doing, other than wanting to sleep for a week and hiding from everyone. *sigh* other people's problems are a double edged sword sometimes - on one hand, they're distracting from your own headnoise, on the other, they add to the weight you're already carrying. It's usually okay, usually makes the overall weight lighter knowing you in some small way assisted someone you care for. This week it hasn't really been. Guess it's time for Lucy to put Snoopy in the 5cent Psychiatric help stand for a little while.
No, I really am not talking about anyone specifically, and I didn't mind any of you poinging me last night needing to talk. So none of you out there get to feel bad. Nyeh.
I think a good part of what's wrong with me lately, why shit's getting to me, why it's hard to get motivated with stuff, why a lot of things, is that I'm tired in the spiritual department, and in all likelihood need a vacation of some sort. Or the soul equivelent of Popeye's spinach. *smile* Gotta figure out where he grows that shit, cause all the stuff in my fridge is good for is giving me ass-rockets of doooom.
anyway. Getting dressed now.
