Today was definitely full of the TLD. Tired, listless, and depressed. That said there were some very good things about it, like sundart making very yummy breakfast and later very yummy dinner,
inle_rah popping by for a short visit, finding my favorite Tom and Jerry cartoon evar on YouTube (jesus, they really do have everything, don't they?) getting to hang out with
sundart most of today and anzovin for a good part of it... yeah, those bits cancelled out the other ones.
and now a meme.
List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people. Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any comment speculation. (Note: your 10 people do not have to be LJ friends.)
1) I wish I knew what planet you finally wound up on, and the exact reason why you stopped talking back to me. But wherever you ended up, I hope you're happy. You also probably still possess the most stunning eyes I've ever seen.
2) There is so much I'd like desperately to say to you, using the delicate nuances of a 2x4 or a garotte as punctuation.
3) Yes, I still love you. However I think I've figured out how to not let that fact get in the way of our friendship. Other than the need to say it every six months or so.
4) There is much that I do not miss about you at all, and reasons why I'm glad you're no longer in my life. But every so often I miss hearing you laugh, or sing, or tell one of those stories that I already know by heart. I also miss having someone to eat ice cream and watch bad late night television with on a regular bases.
5) The scary thing is that I think we'd get along famously if you knew and accepted the truth about me, or if circumstances were different. Unfortunately neither option is bloody likely, and that kinda sucks.
6) You and I need to go flying someday. Even if it's in another lifetime. I'd race you to dawn and back. Or sunset. Whichever.
7) I think you're kinda cute. I hope that isn't weird, considering the circumstances.
8) Can I please knock some sense into that woman for you since she apparently needs some shakabuku or something to realize that what she wants and needs is YOU goddamn it?
9) I think I would have like to have been your last, even though I now believed that things worked out for the best.
10) You are a total nutbag hosebeast. I mean that in the best and the worst of ways. But even so, I've grown to care for you very much. Enough to light candles and hope for you, anyway.
Its funny, I go back and look at some of these and realize that they could apply to more than one person.
and now a meme.
List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people. Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any comment speculation. (Note: your 10 people do not have to be LJ friends.)
1) I wish I knew what planet you finally wound up on, and the exact reason why you stopped talking back to me. But wherever you ended up, I hope you're happy. You also probably still possess the most stunning eyes I've ever seen.
2) There is so much I'd like desperately to say to you, using the delicate nuances of a 2x4 or a garotte as punctuation.
3) Yes, I still love you. However I think I've figured out how to not let that fact get in the way of our friendship. Other than the need to say it every six months or so.
4) There is much that I do not miss about you at all, and reasons why I'm glad you're no longer in my life. But every so often I miss hearing you laugh, or sing, or tell one of those stories that I already know by heart. I also miss having someone to eat ice cream and watch bad late night television with on a regular bases.
5) The scary thing is that I think we'd get along famously if you knew and accepted the truth about me, or if circumstances were different. Unfortunately neither option is bloody likely, and that kinda sucks.
6) You and I need to go flying someday. Even if it's in another lifetime. I'd race you to dawn and back. Or sunset. Whichever.
7) I think you're kinda cute. I hope that isn't weird, considering the circumstances.
8) Can I please knock some sense into that woman for you since she apparently needs some shakabuku or something to realize that what she wants and needs is YOU goddamn it?
9) I think I would have like to have been your last, even though I now believed that things worked out for the best.
10) You are a total nutbag hosebeast. I mean that in the best and the worst of ways. But even so, I've grown to care for you very much. Enough to light candles and hope for you, anyway.
Its funny, I go back and look at some of these and realize that they could apply to more than one person.