deep ponderings and creativity
Aug. 9th, 2006 11:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kjpepperI feel like somewhere in me is a long winded ramble about marriage, relationships, polyamory and jealousy, but I never seem to have the time to sit down and let it percolate to a state where it can be written down. Sometime soon though, as it's been kicking around my head since last week's conversations on the subject. Also ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sundart's and my rings arrived on Monday... They're both beautiful and scary at the same time. And I have dinky little fingers. We ordered the smallest size for me and it's still a little roomy, though not like my engagement ring, which I either have to get another guard for or start wearing around my neck for fear of having it fly across the room during an emphatic gesture. Also I've been chatting with morlock on these subjects as well, with interesting results and more food for the evil thought monsters in my brain. So, obviously marriage has been on my mind a lot.
It's really hard not giving away the theme of our weddingthing until the invites go out! I really want to talk about the ideas we've had! grrr. It's going to be amazing if I can pull together the monies to make it happen.
Anyways.
Always when I'm busy the creative demons start coming out. I don't understand why they can't be active when there's nothing going on and I'm bored or something, but no, it's usually when I have things to do coming out of my ears. I guess it's just another by-product of my brain being busy. Seriously though - the characters I mentioned last week have been yelling at me - not my main characters, but the supporting cast for the stories I've been mulling over. I've been feeling a need to draw again, whichmorlock will probably be happy about. ;) (probably his fault, too, since he's started drawing lately.) And I've been feeling this insane urge to quilt. To the point where I was strongly considering going to JoAnn's and pricing fabric and one of those cute handheld sewing machines. Planning a seriously non traditional pattern, though... lets just say I was kind of inspired by this, though I doubt I have the patience or perserverance to do anything quite that amazing. But yeah, something in the same spirit, though that's all I'm going to say, cause if I do pull something like that off, they are so going to be gifts for people reading this.
Mosquito bites in uncomfortable and hard to reach places suck.
I'm stuck in my belly dance choreography, cause I can't figure out how to tie one sequence to another. I know what I want to do and what I want to convey, but I'm not sure how to transition through it smoothly. Poop.
So much to do, so little time. And so much TV to watch. Gotta finish the second season of Taxi and watch the second season of Lost before the third one premieres. Apparently I like being hit in the WTFM8 spot twice an hour, who knew. And at some point, I need to get up off my arse and finish my house. it's been two months now, and I haven't even gotten all my stuff out of QT-9 yet.
I need to make some lists. :P
I need to work now.
sundart's and my rings arrived on Monday... They're both beautiful and scary at the same time. And I have dinky little fingers. We ordered the smallest size for me and it's still a little roomy, though not like my engagement ring, which I either have to get another guard for or start wearing around my neck for fear of having it fly across the room during an emphatic gesture. Also I've been chatting with morlock on these subjects as well, with interesting results and more food for the evil thought monsters in my brain. So, obviously marriage has been on my mind a lot.It's really hard not giving away the theme of our weddingthing until the invites go out! I really want to talk about the ideas we've had! grrr. It's going to be amazing if I can pull together the monies to make it happen.
Anyways.
Always when I'm busy the creative demons start coming out. I don't understand why they can't be active when there's nothing going on and I'm bored or something, but no, it's usually when I have things to do coming out of my ears. I guess it's just another by-product of my brain being busy. Seriously though - the characters I mentioned last week have been yelling at me - not my main characters, but the supporting cast for the stories I've been mulling over. I've been feeling a need to draw again, which
morlock will probably be happy about. ;) (probably his fault, too, since he's started drawing lately.) And I've been feeling this insane urge to quilt. To the point where I was strongly considering going to JoAnn's and pricing fabric and one of those cute handheld sewing machines. Planning a seriously non traditional pattern, though... lets just say I was kind of inspired by this, though I doubt I have the patience or perserverance to do anything quite that amazing. But yeah, something in the same spirit, though that's all I'm going to say, cause if I do pull something like that off, they are so going to be gifts for people reading this.Mosquito bites in uncomfortable and hard to reach places suck.
I'm stuck in my belly dance choreography, cause I can't figure out how to tie one sequence to another. I know what I want to do and what I want to convey, but I'm not sure how to transition through it smoothly. Poop.
So much to do, so little time. And so much TV to watch. Gotta finish the second season of Taxi and watch the second season of Lost before the third one premieres. Apparently I like being hit in the WTFM8 spot twice an hour, who knew. And at some point, I need to get up off my arse and finish my house. it's been two months now, and I haven't even gotten all my stuff out of QT-9 yet.
I need to make some lists. :P
I need to work now.
