Better. Kinda.

[kjpepper]

Things that helped:

• good dinner
  
• crying for half an hour. Mostly into sundart's lap.
  
• sundart making me a cup of tea
  
• watching the particulars of a brilliantly executed robbery on CourtTV
  
• captainlove saying something fucking inappropriate over dinner that made me and primitive_boy nonetheless laugh our asses off.
  
• getting pinged by harinezumi. he's getting scarily good at checking up on me. Hi, who are you, what have you done with Konstantin, and can you stay a while?
  
• getting checked up on by beatgoddess. I couldn't talk about it right then, sweetie, but thanks again for asking.