kjpepper | Better. Kinda.

Things that helped:

good dinner
crying for half an hour. Mostly into sundart's lap.
sundart making me a cup of tea
watching the particulars of a brilliantly executed robbery on CourtTV
captainlove saying something fucking inappropriate over dinner that made me and primitive_boy nonetheless laugh our asses off.
getting pinged by harinezumi. he's getting scarily good at checking up on me. Hi, who are you, what have you done with Konstantin, and can you stay a while?
getting checked up on by beatgoddess. I couldn't talk about it right then, sweetie, but thanks again for asking.