that "first" meme going round

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Beautiful day, but the very concept of work right now is kinda making me panicky. Actually the very concept of many things are making me panicky so I suppose that's no real big deal. But thinking seriously of ghosting it today and trying to get some stuff both home and work related from here. We'll see how I feel in half an hour.

blue brain of death

Nope. Going anywhere but elsewhere in my house is so not happening today. Note to self - talk to chickie about getting something for the anxiety and how to go about doing so, cause this shit is not cool and it's only getting worse.

At least I can still work. :P And when I'm not working, I can clean this pigsty known as my room. Why is it when I'm freaking the hell out about things the first thing I want to do is CLEAN EVERYTHING?

Stupid dysfunctional brainmeat. I make it into hamburger.

Insult to injury

Dear Uterus,

Today is not a good day for you to throw a tantrum. And by throwing a tantrum I mean seizing so badly that it hurts to sit up straight. That right there? LAST THING I NEED. EVER. Especially when I can't take anything to shut you up.

Hatred and melonballers,

Andee

Tweets for Today

Andee...

• 07:14 when I get tweaky, sometimes what calms me down is imagining Tim Gunn sternly telling me to "make it work." does that make me weird?
• 10:47 my room is clean. :/
• 14:46 You know, I'd totally download firefox 3 if the connection didn't keep timing out.
• 21:39 America's got train wreck

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