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Mar. 9th, 2004
And now an entry
Mar. 9th, 2004 01:15 amMeh. I hate days where I get no sleep but have to stick it out through another day anyway. Today was one of those days. Not exactly bad all things considered - I got to math class to discover that I'd jumped the gun with my homework (not due until Wed) which was fine, whatever, but I was annoyed - I could have spent the math time panicking about preparing for my CS presentation I'm currently working on. The one I have to give in about nine hours. The one I'm vastly not looking forward to. Ugh. I hate giving presentations, I'm always convinced that I sound like an idiot. And this article I have to present on is way too short to fill forty minutes of class time, and I'm not quite cozy enough with the material to bullshit. Meh. Ah well, I feel fresh enough to retackle it - had to doze off for a couple of hours around 10 to make up for the utter lack of sleep last night but I'm fairly ok now. I'll just have to eat something to keep my morale/blood sugar up.
I was planning on going flailing at Haven tomorrow, but the outlook isn't looking so good in that direction. On one hand, meh, on the other hand considering this is the second night in a row i'm up doing scheisse and Tuesday's my late day... sleep may be in order instead, especially if I'm to get through the rest of the week in the more or less animate state. Ah well, there is next week - this is what Spring Breaks are for, really.
My parents have stopped calling me... but my brother and his wife have started, which makes me wonder if something's wrong over at Chez Alfredo, if something's wrong with Mom. *sigh* More shit I'm not dealing with... hellfire. I don't care. I should just admit that to all involved and have done with it, but I can't deal with them on top of barely keeping my head above water here schoolwise. And I'm at the point where I I think one more thing blowing up right now might just tank me, and that's not acceptable. *sigh* I'm such a mess, and I hate myself for being such a chicken and not just cutting them out of my life and leaving that whole craptastic cyclical circus behind me.
Anyway, enough angst... I've got work to do.
I was planning on going flailing at Haven tomorrow, but the outlook isn't looking so good in that direction. On one hand, meh, on the other hand considering this is the second night in a row i'm up doing scheisse and Tuesday's my late day... sleep may be in order instead, especially if I'm to get through the rest of the week in the more or less animate state. Ah well, there is next week - this is what Spring Breaks are for, really.
My parents have stopped calling me... but my brother and his wife have started, which makes me wonder if something's wrong over at Chez Alfredo, if something's wrong with Mom. *sigh* More shit I'm not dealing with... hellfire. I don't care. I should just admit that to all involved and have done with it, but I can't deal with them on top of barely keeping my head above water here schoolwise. And I'm at the point where I I think one more thing blowing up right now might just tank me, and that's not acceptable. *sigh* I'm such a mess, and I hate myself for being such a chicken and not just cutting them out of my life and leaving that whole craptastic cyclical circus behind me.
Anyway, enough angst... I've got work to do.
wet,wet, and wetter - correct me if I'm wrong but isn't the order of superlatives "wet, wetter, wettest?" or are these people "dumb, dumb and more dumb?"
ammo politeness - I wonder what sort of rule of engagement this is...
oracles glanced equations - and found them nonsensical to the level that only Einstein hyped up on lots of crack could understand them.
sunburnt dissect - you don't want to dissect a sunburn. Ow.
97 cents ends computer head-aches - screw 97 cents. Throw the damn thing out the window for free!
shockingTeens 0nTheFarm - I don't think there's much about a farm that's shocking to teens. Not much shocks them. You might give a few football players complexes about their endowments if they happen by while the horses are mating...
wow look at the savings sneer - Don't you love it when your junk mail has a healthy sense of sarcasm?
enhanceTheLength AndWidth of your Trouser Trout - I ought to seriously collect every dumb term for penis I've run across in my junk mail. Trouser Trout? Well it's alliterative, at any rate.
The other hole - The alternative adventures of Alice.
woman kneedscaulk - Because drafty windows are fetish objects, ya know.
ammo politeness - I wonder what sort of rule of engagement this is...
oracles glanced equations - and found them nonsensical to the level that only Einstein hyped up on lots of crack could understand them.
sunburnt dissect - you don't want to dissect a sunburn. Ow.
97 cents ends computer head-aches - screw 97 cents. Throw the damn thing out the window for free!
shockingTeens 0nTheFarm - I don't think there's much about a farm that's shocking to teens. Not much shocks them. You might give a few football players complexes about their endowments if they happen by while the horses are mating...
wow look at the savings sneer - Don't you love it when your junk mail has a healthy sense of sarcasm?
enhanceTheLength AndWidth of your Trouser Trout - I ought to seriously collect every dumb term for penis I've run across in my junk mail. Trouser Trout? Well it's alliterative, at any rate.
The other hole - The alternative adventures of Alice.
woman kneedscaulk - Because drafty windows are fetish objects, ya know.
*heart attack*
Mar. 9th, 2004 12:38 pmWhy is it that I always panic about this shit after its over?
My presentation went well. Shockingly I managed to stand up, demonstrate examples and babble nervously for the full allotment of time i was supposed to and other than a slight problem towards the end where I'd lost the train of where I was supposed to go and thus forgot to conclude anything *facepalm* I did fine. Oddly enough I think I do better when the class is bored into a stupor, and considering how panicked I was about it anyway, I wasn't offended at all when two gals in my class dozed off. Just envious. So now the adrenaline's hit and I'm like WHEEEEEE but glad it's over. Feh. Maybe tonight I can sleep like a normal person? maybe?
I would just like to reiterate - I HATE presentations. *grumble*
Plan for rest of day: get through my other CS class. Turn in the chunk of homework I did last weekend for it. go home, drop off laptop. it's heavy. go downtown, pick up my bike, officially order the full four-cuff, collar, wrist-to-back set at Primitive Leather (I'm going to need it fairly soon after all), poke my head into N'hamp Lumber while I'm at it. do trash, wash dishes, other chore like objects, possibly cook some dinner depending on what's in the freezer. sleeeeep... but first... I've got twenty min, I should scare up some food like substance.
My presentation went well. Shockingly I managed to stand up, demonstrate examples and babble nervously for the full allotment of time i was supposed to and other than a slight problem towards the end where I'd lost the train of where I was supposed to go and thus forgot to conclude anything *facepalm* I did fine. Oddly enough I think I do better when the class is bored into a stupor, and considering how panicked I was about it anyway, I wasn't offended at all when two gals in my class dozed off. Just envious. So now the adrenaline's hit and I'm like WHEEEEEE but glad it's over. Feh. Maybe tonight I can sleep like a normal person? maybe?
I would just like to reiterate - I HATE presentations. *grumble*
Plan for rest of day: get through my other CS class. Turn in the chunk of homework I did last weekend for it. go home, drop off laptop. it's heavy. go downtown, pick up my bike, officially order the full four-cuff, collar, wrist-to-back set at Primitive Leather (I'm going to need it fairly soon after all), poke my head into N'hamp Lumber while I'm at it. do trash, wash dishes, other chore like objects, possibly cook some dinner depending on what's in the freezer. sleeeeep... but first... I've got twenty min, I should scare up some food like substance.
deeeeeeeeeeemented.
Mar. 9th, 2004 04:10 pmSo I've been kinda revisiting the whole "Fish Heads" thing lately becuase ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
timarok and I have been having this ongoing Bab5 conversation (yes the two are related, but all I'm going to say about it is look up the resume of the guy who plays Lennier) and somehow between all the panicking preparing for my CS presentation I managed to download the video which I had never seen before.
Wow. This is right up there with the weirder stuff Trey Parker and Matt Stone were responsible for.
eat them up yum... yeah.
I think I'm going to skip going downtown today and just chill here at home. goodness knows I need the sleep. *yawn*
timarok and I have been having this ongoing Bab5 conversation (yes the two are related, but all I'm going to say about it is look up the resume of the guy who plays Lennier) and somehow between all the panicking preparing for my CS presentation I managed to download the video which I had never seen before. Wow. This is right up there with the weirder stuff Trey Parker and Matt Stone were responsible for.
eat them up yum... yeah.
I think I'm going to skip going downtown today and just chill here at home. goodness knows I need the sleep. *yawn*
The house is kinda dead tonight with beatgoddess in NY. Heh.
Started some laundry and then crawled into bed at 5, slept blissfully until 8, and woke to find that Sunny D had made dinner and done most of the trash fu. all that remains is for me to take it out.
I should do some work, but there are shenanigans to be had and a boy to call, plus my head's pretty fuzzed over, so I may just call it a night. :)
beatgoddess in NY. Heh.Started some laundry and then crawled into bed at 5, slept blissfully until 8, and woke to find that Sunny D had made dinner and done most of the trash fu. all that remains is for me to take it out.
I should do some work, but there are shenanigans to be had and a boy to call, plus my head's pretty fuzzed over, so I may just call it a night. :)
